Summers Ending

I really am dreading the end of summer. Somehow, though, at the same time, I'm looking forward to school and it's craziness. It's seems surreal, that I'm going to be a Junior, and next year I'll be graduating. Then college. College! Last year, it seemed in the future, but now, it seems a lot closer, almost like I can touch it. It's tangible now. It's kinda making me freak! I mean, I love high school, and I can't wait to go to college, but thinking about it totally freaks me out. I mean completely. It's not one of those things you can't not take care of either. I just hope I'm not even more freaked next year:P